Fellows feels like it was years ago. My life has naturally shifted into a warm, fast paced, easy on the heart summer. I wrote out this whole thing but pulled a Celeste and deleted it all. It didn’t match my current vibe, was too much of a downer.

I don’t have anything really meaningful to say. My reality is better than all my favorite daydreams. God is answering prayers and redirecting my heart at a pace so granular I lack daily awareness of it. I have an armload of new dreams that are replacing old ones that God asked me to give up. I feel like I’m in the very beginning stages of many things. How exciting, how scary. I hope I don’t mess any of it up, I probably will. He’ll make it good - He’s very good at making it good. Trying not to wait for the other shoe to drop, praying to stay present in all this heap of great and happy things. Praying a great deal and probably not listening enough. Always need to work on that one.

For the new class of fellows!

May the God of Love surround you.
May the God of Joy delight you.
May the God of Mystery surprise you.
May the God of Hope sustain you.
May the God of Wisdom direct you
May the God of Freedom release you

Love you all, extra hug to emma (emma if you feel a squeeze today it’s me) k be good bye:)

Tessa