“Washing waves reflect my soul as light shines upon me, oh how I sing a song of joy to God who blesses thee. He guides my boat across the lake to a destination unknown, he is my compass and my purpose, surely, he will lead me home.” - Tylr Brantley
My name is Tyler Brantley — I’m a poet, a writer, a photographer, an artist, and most importantly, a child of God. What a way to kick off this post! Technically, it isn’t my first one (I’ve written on my personal blog before), but this feels different. This year, I wanted to challenge myself to stay connected with those who want to follow my adventures and lessons learned while in the Fellows program.
I can hardly believe it’s already been one month. It feels like yesterday we were arriving at Doxology — climbing out of a cramped car as strangers, headed to spend a week at Ashley’s lake house. If only past Tyler could see me now, he’d be amazed at how quickly those strangers became family.
It’s hard to describe the feeling, but the best way I can put it is this: it’s like being both known and seen at the same time. I had close friends back in college, but these fellows are on another level. We’ve shared the thick and thin of our life stories, meeting one another with grace and compassion. We carve out time for each other when we could be resting alone, and though our weekly schedule is full — even draining at times — being together refreshes not just our social batteries but our very souls.
Never before have I experienced such a true, Christ-centered presence as I have in this group. Honestly, I was nervous at first. I worried I wouldn’t be welcomed — that my past or even my body image might hold me back. But once again, God proved me wrong. Through the love and acceptance of the fellows, He showed me I am exactly where I’m meant to be.
Like Peter stepping out onto the water, I took a step of faith when I joined this program. Before, I felt like I was sailing with a compass that had no direction. But God called me here to Raleigh, and I can already see His hand at work. I feel blessed and thankful for everything He’s done in my life this past month.
I know He has even greater plans ahead — not just for me, but for all of us. We’ve climbed into the same boat, unsure of what challenges lie ahead, but certain of this: if we keep our eyes on Christ, He will guide us safely home.